Sunday, September 11, 2011

►►THEY TRULY CARE

All of us have friends and they are important to us right?
And for that we truly care and we love them. The same love we feel towards our families. Friends are outsiders yet they understand us. They also care and love us. They make us happy.
Our friends are the people who completes a part of our lives. And having friends who really loves us is certainly an achievement. Because true friends are precious. 
I have had lots of friends. Some are now gone. They took the path they chose and live with it. But some are still there for me. Willing to be beside me all the time. Willing to accept me no matter what. That's why they are really important to me. Everyone of them is a part of my life. 
Sometimes I hurt them but they are still there to understand and forgive me. They fill my shortcomings and push me to the top. They are always prepared to support me every time. They really care for me and loves me the way I am. They can see through me and they are really transparent when it comes to their feelings that's why we understand each other better than the others could.  
They are the people who could bring out the best in me. They often try to give me pieces of advice when I have to make a decision. 
And I really love them. I'll do everything for them. I will do everything to make our friendship stronger than ever. I am their friend and they are to me. I love them.

"We may have some friends who betrayed us, but still they are our friends and we should always ready to forgive them. We need to understand them. We need to see through them. Our friends nourish us and help us. We learn through our experiences with them. They are parts of our lives and nothing could ever change that".

Friday, September 9, 2011

PRISONER OF THE PAST

Actually, this is a song. I composed it when I realized that I can't move on. I was in prison of your love... I miss you... it is entitled: Prisoner of the Past

You used to love me
You used to laugh on my jokes
You used to hold my hands
While we walk on the street.

You used to kiss me
You used to hug me also
You used to eat with me
During the day and the evening.

Now, I admit to myself
That you are gone and left me

Nothing but those
Memories of you...

(Chorus)
I am a prisoner of the past
Remembering the sweet moments we had

The laughter we'd shared
But now you are gone, oh oh
I am a prisoner of the past
I can't forget that day you told me
I am the one for you
But still you left...

oh., wooh..

You used to visit me

You used to eat in our house
You used to cook for me
When I'm hungry and tired.

You used to tickle me
You used to make fun of me
You used to surprise me
With gifts and your presence.
Now, I admit to myself
That you are gone and left me
Nothing but those
Memories of you...


(Chorus2)
I am a prisoner of the past
I can't throw your things I have here
Your pictures and gifts
Why can't I, oh oh
I am a prisoner of the past

I can't forget the day your with me
I can't sleep tonight without you
I need you darling...

oh oh..
I really tried to forget you
But you keep filling my mind
I must have to admit
I really miss you....


I am a prisoner of the past
Remembering you're with me
Can't smile tonight.....
Cause you're gone...,

hoohh...

I am a prisoner of the past...

Friday, September 2, 2011

FIRTS POST

This is certainly my first post and I don't know if I could write anything on in particular. 


Maybe I just need to concentrate and type anything that I can think of. Ahahaha, so for sure my first post, I mean this one that you are reading is a not-interesting-kind-of-blog. But I guess this is me. I made this blog for me to be myself, once and for all.


I once read a book saying that most of us are wearing a certain mask, a mask that hides our true feelings, our true identity. And the writer of that book is right. I honestly confess to you that I am also wearing a mask, a mask that is really useful to me, for me to face the people around me, to face any problems and pain, to face the world.


Honestly, I am afraid of showing my real feelings, my real emotions to the people that surrounds me. I guess I am incapable of absorbing every criticisms they might say. I am certainly a loser pretending to be a winner. Pretending to be as good as everyone. I am just afraid of losing everyone that I love.


But I really want to be myself but I don't have the guts to do it. I am really a loser. A loser who is afraid of losing everyone he loves.


I want to throw the mask that I keep wearing for years. A mask that is now a hindrance for me to start over and be honest to the world.


But through this, I could be myself once more. I could be the person I keep hiding for years. I could be the one who loves myself, who loves my true nature, who loves every single part of my body. I believe this is it. There's nothing to hide now, there's nothing to be afraid of. I just need to be confident. Try.


And just like Amano Ichigo, I want to make the people around me smile!